This is so hard because I love you.
I have let go of all hope of getting you back.
I have forgiven you for the pain you caused me.
I am not sure whether you care or ever did.
I am letting go of what we could have been.
I am letting go of the memories good and bad.
I will move on.
I will make it through.
I will be strong.
I will find love.
I guess this is goodbye.

- ZowieMonsta

Don’t you love it when you reach a point in your life where you’re scared to care about anyone, because you’re so afraid that they’ll walk out of your life just like everyone else has?
A point where you’ve heard so many lies you don’t know what’s real.
A point where pain is all you’ve known for so long that you forget what it’s like to be happy.
A point where your so afraid to trust because you’ve been hurt by so many.
A point where the only thing you can feel is heartbreak.
A point where nothing, no one matters.
A point where there’s no turning back.

-ZowieMonsta

You’ve opened my eyes,

You’ve helped me realize,

Despite what everyone believes and what I have been told,

The world is cold.

Don’t get too comfortable with where you are or who you’ve got cuz tomorrow it can all be gone,

Nothing is permanent no one can be counted on.

People are thrown aside when they need help most,

If it’s not easy to help you, you might as well be a ghost.

I’m sick of the people saying they care,

I’m sick of needing them and them not being there.

Regardless of what people may say love is just a lie,

If it’s inconvenient they will just say goodbye.

Hatred is the only thing that is real,

It’s the only thing I will ever feel.

Thank you for showing me what is true,

I hope someday someone does the same for you.

- ZowieMonsta